A small country called the Philippines.

I lived most of my life in Dubai and ever since I left to study in the Philippines, my life changed drastically.

Airplane
*Sigh* It was a long journey which felt like it took forever to get there. Holding my piss until my balls decided to gave way, I couldn't hold it in longer. Time felt like it just dragged on, all that waiting made me nervous.

Expectations
The last time I remembered when visiting the Philippines as a child, it was all shady and grey. Boring! I thought things would change after a few years went by but no. I had hot wind sprayed all over my place. Seems like they couldn't afford the air conditioning considering that MIA is of the oldest airports and needed a lot of maintenance to keep it in place. Instead they give us giant electric fans which do so little in keeping off the sweat on my face.
I'd grade that airport one red giant "F" and stick in the front covering the name.

People
I have a mixed idea of how the people behave in this country.
First let's start with the assholes.
People here have no idea of courtesy whatsoever. Cutting lines, pushing over like it's a goddamn race.
They rarely apologise to you.
Speaking in English is looked down upon by the majority. I can't believe they study the language in school then treat it like it's for posh people only. I disagree, Philippines is one of the countries that excels in speaking English yet they dismiss the language during conversations. Others butchered it by mixing it with Tagalog whixh sounds off to me and quite confusing. Jejemon-speak is another thing.
Another annoying trait is that they don't mind their own businesses and love to gossip and/or stare.

Roads and it's BFF Traffic
You wouldn't imagine how they treat roads here. First, the roads are small and is rarely maintained and because of that traffic and cutting lanes is commonplace. You that saying about how Asians are bad drivers? It's true. People just drive everywhere, even on the sidewalk. I almost nearly got hit by a car because he was trying to cut to the other lane. Wow, I'm dumbfounded when they actually put sidewalk-driving into practise, shameless bastards.

Weather
The weather here is like a girl PMSing. One day it's a scorching desert, the next few hours it's a flood and a mix of the two. Combine that with the traffic and you'll see what I mean. I don't understand how the people here could ever adapt to this freak weather. It's like it's normal for them.

Transportation
Jeepney can hold a maximum of 20 people. They forcibly fit in 5 more, and another 5 more clutching on the rear.

FX can hold up to 9 people. They put 10. You're lucky if they are no fatties on board.

Trains are always stuffed with people, including buses. It's a given. (Refer to crowded Japanese trains)

Tricycle can hold a maximum of 3 (including the driver), they make it 5.

Women
There is a variety of them here. I would list some but it's too long.
I prefer the ones with white skin. Nuff' said.

Yeah, finally got this out of my chest. I know there is more to write about but these are, I guess, the ones that got my attention the most.

Burning bridges down

I just had it with all these morons. They fucking piss me off. I know I have changed but I'm thankful for that. I didn't use to fight with my friends before but now I do and I fucking hate them. All their problems are pathetic and stupid. Some don't study properly, some ignore me, some boast about making out with a girl for the first time, some don't even answer my posts, some don't even post just to update me on things, some used me just to get to my sister.

ITS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS BUT I NEVER TOLD YOU GUYS BECAUSE I CARED!

And what the fuck? Is it so easy to forget a friend? Whenever I get the chance I would at least post in Facebook or chat with you guys, but you just had to fucking ignore me and pretend to be offline, after that you guys make up some shitty excuse for me to believe.

Fuck it! And none of you changed at least a little bit. It shows you couldn't mature just a bit. I hate all of you except a couple of others.

I wanted to back there this March but you guys fucking ruined it for me. I'm not going back. I'd rather stay here in this rotting country than fucking see your faces.

FUCK YOU!

Short-haired asian girls

You know, ever since I watched my first H!P video which is °Cute - Ookinai MV, I fell in love with Chisato. By that moment, that's when my taste in hair changed. Having short hair is seriously cute on any girl but "Asian women" are my kind of thing.

Since the day Wonder Girls and 2NE1 rose to popularity in the music scene, it sparked my interest in Korean girl groups. To be honest, none of the girls in WG and 2NE1 got my attention but during the MV Countdown in MYX, there came Girls' Generation, the song was Genie and I went crazy for that song.

Some girl during the 2:00 minute mark got my attention. She had SHORT HAIR AND THE MOST CUTEST FACE EVAR!! Yup, I freaked out the moment I saw her face. And her name is SooYoung. Ack, the name, just the name makes me go wild. Not only SooYoung from Girls' Generation but also Ga-in from Brown Eyed Girls.

Now, Ga-in has a different kind of aura from SooYoung, she's doesn't seem like the cute type but more on the sexy type. I mean watch Abracadabra. She's freakin' HOT.

Phew, that's that for now.

Venting it out..

It seems like the band I was in found a new vocalist and I felt kind of bad because I thought I was supposed to be the vocalist but then again I remembered I was already going to the Philippiens to continue my studies there.

Now, about this new vocalist, it seems that he has the potential to be one. I mean he can growl/scream and sing clean. Wow, I've always wanted to learn how to but I never got the chance. Anyways it seems like it's so easy to forget me. Thanks a lot, I know about the different timezone but you guys could atleast tell me about your plans rather than surprise me about it.

It's fine, keep the vocalist. I'm not coming back anyway. What's the point if I do? I'm just wasting money if I go back there. So, you guys can go buttfuck yourselves (oh, it's your favourite gay joke). I quit the fucking band. Me? 3rd guitarist? What band do you think you guys are? Iron Maiden? Metalcore bands don't need three guitarists. Two is enough to make dual melodies, idiots.

Besides, you guys are lame. I don't to hear anymore shit from you guys. Enjoy your new member. I know you guys don't have a choice but you could at least told me beforehand.

I hate myself..

Ever since I came to Philippines my life has changed. I really miss my old life in Dubai, where I used to watch anime and read manga all day, play games on the console and computer with friends and cousins, eat delicious Shawarma, having my own computer where I can download whatever shit I want.

Now, it's like all of those things I used to do in Dubai are gone. The anime maniac inside of me just died and it's fucking awful. No more idolizing seiyuus'. Shawarma here sucks ass and I live far away from my family. No more computer where I can download porn and gravure idol photobooks.

But....it's not like I'm not enjoying, I play DotA a lot more than before, met new people, made new friends, found a new band and so on. It's just that I miss the life I had before where I imprison myself in the house.

I know, it's pathetic and I hate myself.